Friday, April 27, 2012

Grandpa , i miss you so much :'(

 Assalamualaikum dan bismillahirahmanirrahim~

I still remember that day ....Friday,February 2012.You had gone and left us behind without any warning.No pain,no complaint of anything.Although we were glad because it was pleasant departing for you as it couldnt be any easier,we couldnt belive it when Abang Fahmie rang me and said that you were not here anymore.''Where had he gone?'' was my response when he told me that you were gone.Even now,when I heard the front door opening and the sound of motorcycle , I thought it was you coming back from your office at Raub,Pahang.

You had taught us to love 'ilm' or knowledge.You reminded us from time to time that it is very subtantial that each and eveyone of us should always strive for success and to endevour in whatever we do.We were constantly enlightened by your childhood quest for knowledge .You had a rough and tough time in obtaining wisdom when you were a little boy.It was made worse by your parent's unawarness and inattentiveness for the virtues of understanding the world around us.You had to find the precious and wonderful reading moments when you were asked to look after your palm oil tree.Your love and pursuit for knowledge were never ending.You were always holding a book or 'kitab' in your hand.Seeing you curling up with a book was a normal sight for us,your kids and grandchild.

When we were already adults(certain married and still studying) we still share our concerns with you and grandma.We always found the time to tell you all about our daily activities.Although other grandparents might feel that what we were telling you trivial things and thus,insignnificant.You and grandma provided us with great opportunity to share our private thoughts.You were always smilling,sitting beside me and were always ready to lend your ears.You constantly reminded us that we should always eat together,pray together and spend our free time as a family.

You had never asked anything from us for yourself.Everything you did was for our benefit.I wish i could give you everything in this world to make you and grandma happy.But now,you were gone,we can only pray to God to keep you under His care and put you among His pious and faithful men,InsyaAllah.Although you had left us for almost 2 months now,we still feel as though you are still around.The memories of you will remain with us forever and we will treassure them till we are.You're always on our minds and in our hearts.We love you so much.


Tuesday, April 10, 2012

I am BEAUTIFUL and you're Too :D

assalamualaikum~ bismillahirahmanirahim..

     I will say... ''I am beautiful,you're beautiful,she is beautiful too, and they are all beautiul.We all will always look beautiful.''

    Then a person might ask me, ''What makes you think that way ? ''Or the least, ''PERASAN..You look normal too me.''

And what do you say ? Isn't beauty is too subjective ? Hard too identify and classify.Everyone is different.''

Yeah I know..

   ''Beauty isn't just about the look.Beautiful person is the one with beautiful heart.The beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.''

    ''Look ! She is beautiful ! She is hot ! Put on some colours on your lips. You aren't look hot without make ups , not beautiful.''

That is it. Enough ! Different people with different definitions. Different people with different opinions.

Wait. If that so,how about those who were born to be '' Im not beautiful '' or ''You're not beautiful ?'' Do not worry. Do a plastic surgery.

Then waste my money ? No. I do not want that. Even if I'm to be the richest person in the world..I will never do that! InsyaAllah.

''But,why not ?''

Because you will end up being buried like other dead people do.Then after a while your beautiful skin,look,body will no longer be the same and will no longer do same.You are no longer beautiful. Beautiful ? Hot ? Ugly ? Hideous ? It doesn;t matter anymore.So what is up with all those plastic surgery and make-ups ? They are not worthy Not at all !

''So what's 'beauty' for you then ?

Oh ! Simple..''Natural pure-beauty....''

''How is that ?''

My answer is : Be thankful for you are, despite how of you look,be thankful for what you have as Allah SWT has given you what is the best for you, be thanful and stop comparing yourself with what other people have and feel enough with what you have will make you the richest person on earth..

Stop focusing on physical (the look) and start perfecting your heart (manners). Then you will result tranquility , trust me.Oh Muslims ! We are all beautiful as we are Muslims.Beautiful by the way of Islam sees us.Beautiful by the way of Islam shapes us.Beautiful in a way Allah and his messenger wanted us to become to.

So I will say...

                                            ''You and I are beautiful. No differences.

                                                Because You and I are the same,
                                                 Sharing a very common thing ,
                                               Sharing the same beauty of Islam
                                           Sharing Islam and that we are all muslims.
                               Islam is beautiful.Therefore,we are all beautiful, InsyaAllah :)

sekian sahaja drpd saya.semoga dpt dimanfaatkan.InsyaAllah...